So….
Isn’t this exciting!!?? And, isn’t it HEALTHY!!??
Let’s not talk about morning tea shall we, let’s me just keep that to my little old self…
I am meant to be in training. I am meant to be running like a crazy person. I am meant to be fit and fantastic. But… I am not. Sigh.
I don’t know what is holding me back. I don’t know why I am not doing the things that I know I should be doing. I just don’t know what I am waiting for, hoping for, expecting. Sigh.
The longer I sit around and eat and do nothing, the longer this process is going to take. Sigh.
I know that spending energy begets energy, but it has been raining for EVER and my motivation heads south when the weather is bleak. This morning I had my run kit out and was all ready to run {turns out running in the rain is seriously fun} but… my phone went dead through the night so my alarm didn’t go off. I am annoyed that I was ready to go and then technology failed me. Sigh.
I need to find my mojo again. I need to get some serious running done so I can be fit for a big race in July. I need to lose weight so I can fit into all my cute clothes again. Aaahhh!
If you have some mojo, motivation, words of encouragement… I would really appreciate it. Sigh.
Thanks,
B
I am in the same boat at the moment! I should be training hard but I am not really. I am going through bouts of eating well and training then doing nothing for a week. I can’t find the mojo I once had!
The funny thing is you want to train to live a better healthier life, yet life continually gets in the way! Weather, technology, children, sigh.
What I do when I fall off the wagon, so to speak, is : Remind yourself of your goals, remind yourself why you WANT to train, forgive yourself for making mistakes and commit to 110% tomorrow.
You can do it!!! You have done it before and you can do it again
The rain stopping would definitely help though!
You know, just the other day, when I spied you running around a tennis court with your kids, I thought, “Right B, P is out there, with her husband and kids, she looks FANTASTIC – I need to talk to her!”
Thanks for your encouragement, you are right. 110% focus. Cute new jeans for winter and a good half marathon time… I CAN do this!
I agree, the rain stopping would really truly help. We can’t get any run kit dry!